In Japan, and to a lesser extent here in the United States, Haruki Murakami is a writer who has adoring fans who will stand in long lines to purchase each new work he turns out. Such was the case when this novel arrived on the shelves in 2014. Typically, his books fall into two camps, either falling heavily on the surreal side or focused on his lead character’s interior life. Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki has elements of both, but this novel leans towards the cerebral.
In his second year of college, Tsukuru Tazaki experiences a traumatic event that drives him into a deep depression and close to death’s door. Throughout his high school years he had bonded with three other students, and they became an inseparable unit. Then out of the blue, when he went to college, they cut him from the circle without explanation. Shattered, he imagines that he has a colorless personality. Because of his pallid aura, he feels doomed to repel rather than attract friendships.
Despite the blow, Tsukuru continues his studies to become an engineer, in order to achieve his ambition in life – to build and refurbish train stations. Still, he remains cut off from society. His primary interest outside of work is going to various train stations to observe passengers setting off into a greater world he feels is denied him.
Two guides enter his life as rescuing lifelines. The first is Haida, a student whom he meets at a facility with a pool. Their brief friendship introduces him to the gifts of physical activity, classical music, and the importance of companionship. His second guide is Sara, a girlfriend who urges him in his mid-thirties to embark on a pilgrimage to discover why he was abandoned by his high school friends. It is here that Murakami introduces the surreal elements of his character’s dream world, one populated by his inner sexual urges and the elements of a possible parallel life. Thanks to Sara’s encouragement, much is revealed during this exploration.
Throughout this novel, Tsukuru, as the book’s narrator, remains a person readers can readily identify with. While the novel ends with a thread of the story unresolved, healed, Tsukuru emerges from his self imposed cocoon. His yearning for connection with the world around him has been rewarded with color being reintroduced into his life.